Will the Flood Behind Me put out the Fire Inside Me

I have no career aspirations. I know I'm meant for something meaningful in life, but as of right now I don't see it being in a career/job. I don't see a difference between a career or a job for me. I know other people have great dreams of what they want to be, but I just don't have it. I see a job as a way to survive financially, and nothing more. How terrible, I know. Hopefully that will change.


Do you think the university would take away my diploma if I gave them a really nasty review on their "experience survey"?

Steadily We Climb Again

I made a random bento today.

The box has chicken and vegetable potstickers, a container of chile soy sauce for the potstickers and salad, heart shaped watermelon, frozen edamame, and candied nuts.



The top contains a nutty cookie and tiny cheezits.



I'll end with one of my favorite scenes from the Office. The best part involves Creed.

Step Down into Sand

There needs to be a cure for anxiety that isn't in the form of a pill.

Quote of the Week

Poets have been mysteriously silent on the subject of cheese.

-GK Chesterton

Galloping Manic

I just completed my application for graduation. This is almost unreal for me. I feel like I've been waiting forever for this, even though it's only been 4.5 years.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

I'm praying that everything goes smoothly, since my anxiety is beginning to make what-if scenarios run through my mind.

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I picked out my dress the other day. I'd been having a hard time finding the "perfect" dress, since I wasn't sure exactly what I wanted. This one came closest to being the perfect dress for me. I wanted to wait a bit longer, but the dress I picked out takes ~4 months to come in, so I didn't want to miss out and I just ordered it.

I've become really nervous about the wedding; there's way more planning than I had imagined. At the same time, I'm also incredibly antsy and excited for it! It actually feels real now, and I'm having a second wave of happiness.

And We Dance On..

I honestly do not understand how/why people want to stay in school forever.

Gosh.

What Are You Hoping For?

Tomorrow is the first day of my (I'm pretty sure) last semester. I'm going to meet with my adviser sometime this week and make absolutely sure. If I end up having to take more classes, I'll do them during winter session. I refuse to continue taking classes in 2008!


I've been looking at job options for post-graduation, and since I do not have the funds to build a rockin' bar/library, it looks like my best bets are:
Post Office, Geico (if all the billboards around here mean they're really that eager to hire..), some type of federal/state/county/city job that somehow doesn't require 3 years prior experience.
I don't think I'll find a history related job that pays enough to live off of.