Galloping Manic

I just completed my application for graduation. This is almost unreal for me. I feel like I've been waiting forever for this, even though it's only been 4.5 years.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

I'm praying that everything goes smoothly, since my anxiety is beginning to make what-if scenarios run through my mind.

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I picked out my dress the other day. I'd been having a hard time finding the "perfect" dress, since I wasn't sure exactly what I wanted. This one came closest to being the perfect dress for me. I wanted to wait a bit longer, but the dress I picked out takes ~4 months to come in, so I didn't want to miss out and I just ordered it.

I've become really nervous about the wedding; there's way more planning than I had imagined. At the same time, I'm also incredibly antsy and excited for it! It actually feels real now, and I'm having a second wave of happiness.